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Horse

by Oliver Priddy

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1.
Don McLean, he paints the Midwest like some place you'd want to be You were a fucked up kid in the checkout line for ephedra & lithium batteries Spread out far below a sprawling, great, Midwestern sky the obit's written and it waits to break the story when you die. Say goodbye, New England mother. Is eighteen bucks enough to pay to watch somebody suffer? I hope you die, you motherfucker. It just goes in one ear, in one ear and out the other.
2.
Lake 02:05
How did all my nightmares learn my name and undo all the lies we told to save me How did my whole life reduce down to a list of fears and awful ways I've kept them all at cane's length Don't be deceived by your pity You'll only give me credit that's undue on the notion I was justified in secrets that I hid and awful things I did but never told you How did all my nightmares follow me home and disappear before I knew they'd followed Youth that was a fountain made a lake where I stepped in and held so still that I sank through tomorrow Don't be seduced by your sympathy You'll only give me credit that's undue on the notion I was more than just a poison in your life a universe collapsing in the rear view How did all my nightmares learn my name and undo all the lies we told to save me
3.
Horse 03:42
Look at that horse too long And it's going to damage your eyes I played this song to an empty room once When the horse was a trick of the light. Ashley says, "Honey, don't go to that place Where the kids and I, too, cannot follow you You go and you hide there for days." But that place is all there is now And I'm there pulling them in I used our future to make a collateral payment to finance my sins. I want to ride on that horse and bleed out on its terrible mane in a gaping black hole, where nobody knows I can drink my last hours away I want to ride on that horse and be loved by its terrible rage in a gaping black hole that swallows my soul I'll sleep through my last hours awake.
4.
One Half 02:43
You woke up from a nightmare. When you dreamed that you were melting, it was just the vomit in your hair. And if the stains on your shirt were there, then either nobody noticed or they were not enough invested to care. One heart, One brain, One half tells the other it can end the pain. Two cars changing lanes I take the medicine but the sickness won't go away. You party like a movie star. But now you never get to sleep without that tape inside the VCR. Talking to dead loved ones in the car, but it's not just 'cause you miss them you say you wish you could be where they are. Two hearts, Two brains, One half tells the other it will be okay. Two clouds Full of rain I took the medicine, but I'm getting sicker, anyway. Two hearts, Two brains, One half tells the other it can end the pain. Two cars changing lanes I take the medicine, but I'm getting sicker, anyway.
5.
Amethyst 02:36
Amethyst Ocean and abyss I sailed across on promises to you That I would get us free and take us to a brand new place, But it's not true. Every year, The fix is always near If I say it enough times, I'll think it's true That this will be the year I'm going to change I never do. Now an end To everything pretend Where we will be with God and never die And all the other fantasies we swallowed when we bought this pack of lies Amethyst I should have told you this All those lucky choices that I made Was just me getting careless because I was too heartbroke to be afraid.
6.
Every day is a repetition The same old failures and rejections from a time I used to think a light would come But there's no light in anyone All my doubt and disappointment now take up so much space inside that happy has become another synonym for "drunk" and home is just a place for me to hide I've been thinking about the endgame A hole that we once called "the sun" where light goes in and never comes back out again but you won't even know it's gone 'cause there's no light in anyone
7.
Who gave us permission to let ourselves back in through a door that closed behind us on a life we abandoned And who gave us the idea that we ever could survive is it the next best thing to life eternal to not know you can die Does it wear you out to ask yourself which one you hate more the dream you could have had or the lie you settled for There was a light between us many years ago we were kids who held a music box and dropped it on the floor And the pieces all went scattering to a million different ends We will never see the light never hear that song again Does it hurt too much to see the face of the girl you were before the dream you used to have and the lie you settled for
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Keepsake 03:07
I had a list of the promises I broke you said we'd bury when the ground between us thawed All along the way, only promises I made when I was angry were the ones I held fast on We chased after a treasure at the bottom of a lake where we will drown so we could hold onto the damage like a keepsake we brought home and just preserve it until time to pass it down How can we turn around? I had a list of the secrets I kept and the lies we told to keep our heads above an empty place within, where the saints all fell to sin was it worth the nightmares, only to be loved We stepped out into nothing but I never thought the wings would really fly or that we'd fight over the misery like some trophy we both won and never speak 'til it was time to say "goodbye" Why can't we get it right?

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released July 12, 2016

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